Why?

I’ve been trying to put my thoughts in some sort of order, some sort of coherent thought. I can’t.

Mostly what keeps replaying over and over in my head is this.

I can’t believe we’re here. A-fucking-gain.

This is absolute madness. Nonsensical. Uneducated. Ill-intentioned. I see a lot of people posting things about staying positive, coming together and mourning but also somehow staying in the light.

I am not there. I am angry. And I suspect I will be for a long, long time. And yes, that anger 100% stems from fear. Because despite what the apparent majority seems to otherwise believe, the rest of us are in for a long hard road ahead. The war against women has just begun. My marriage is once again at stake.

And now I’m addressing anybody reading this that’s somehow still on my page and still voted for him:

You absolute buffoon. He doesn’t have some magic switch that’s going to spontaneously lower gas prices. Or the cost of groceries. Because he doesn’t control that. You know what he WILL control? The Supreme Fucking Court. AGAIN. They already smashed through the rights of women in this country. They will come for a federal overturn of gay marriage next. And that’s just the beginning. If you don’t care about that because it doesn’t affect you? Or you think I’m just being catastrophic? Kindly find the door and let it hit you in the ass on your way out.

I will never forgive you for what’s about to come in the next 4 years. You own what he will do (and has done) to tear apart this country. And I hate you for it. And I hate this fucking country.